Allah the Almighty

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Dear Allah

Thank you for giving me the chance to live. 

Thank you for giving me a good life.

Thank you for helping me to get through any difficulties.

Thank you for giving me a good family.

Thank you for everything that you've given me.

and Dear Allah, 

Im sorry for not abiding you most of the times.

Im sorry for not turning to you when life gets better.

Im sorry for stalling to perform prayers.

but O Allah, 

I just want you to know that, 

I fear you

I always imagine how it would be being alone in the alam barzakh

I always imagine how it would be in the neraka

I fear you O Allah

I don't want to be tormented by you

I don't want to be in your neraka jahannam 

I don't want to die with a lot of sins

Please forgive my sins

Forgive my parents' sins

Forgive the whole Muslim's sins

O Allah, 

Please protect me and my family

Please protect the people that i love

Please give us your blessings, for you are Maha Kaya and Maha Memberi

O Allah, 

Please be with me all the time, 

Please don't abandon me

Don't abandon me O Allah...

Amin..

May Allah be with me,

xoxo