Dissapointed

Last night, i found out my friend left this country. He left me a message through msn, maybe on the day he left. He simply said.. "Daa~~" and went offline. It didn't occur to me that he left. He never told me anything... anything!
until last night, i read his blog, he just stated..Bon Voyage. Not telling where he went, and when he left.
This is just so Disappointing . Well, it is not the first time that he's disappointed me though.
all he does is giving hints. and i have to read between the lines. Which i never think its fair!! Seriously!

i remember last time, when we were chatting. He told me, what if he's gone, leave the country.
I don't remember if i actually responded to that.

One night, i called him and asked "Kamu kan belayar ka"
and he simply said "nadalah.."
Hmm...

And just this week, or maybe last week;
i dropped a message through MSN, he said that he needed to go. Got something important to do. and he asked if i was gonna sleep early.
I said maybe, but you go do your stuff first.
We said goodnight.
*sigh*
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Last night, i had a chat with my bestfriend,and asked him if he heard anything from this so called "Mysterious Guy".
And he said, it's been a while i didn't see him. The last time we met was when he was attached here, and we had lunch.
That was last year.

Well, my friend,
If you happen to read this. Thank you for not telling.
Nevertheless, goodluck in everything.
*peace*

i really Love My MAN

Honey, i really miss you, i'm so glad i met you today..and it was unplanned! hehehe
i love you brabis and i can't wait for us to get married! hehehe..
i know i know.. i'm all mushy-mushy today, but i don't care!
i LOVE you!
and can you believe that (lama pulang lagi ne..) This coming July 27th, hehehe.. That will be our first anniversary since we got engaged?! Thank you Allah. I love you sHyg..

but then, we're gonna still celebrate our 8th anniversary this year kan? hehe.. since we were so young sHyg...
Count down to 19.6.. Happy advance birthday juga to your dad! hahaha!

Headache Cuz of Cupcakes

i ate vanilla cupcakes last week, i bought em from my friend, Ms Green. i ate a lot, Sorry for i didn't get to take a picture of dem cuppies. :)
And yea.. i ate too much, and i got a major headache. hehehe..
This is one of the immediate consequences if i ate too much sweet stuff. *Boring!!* haha!
Well, shapa suruh nyuman? LOL!

And today, i ate red velvet cupcakes! hehe.. and yes, i'm having a headache at the moment. BUT, not because of those lovely cupcakes.. it is just because of the weather i guess.
It is so hot out there, and i was out the whole morning. huhu..

i need to rest, but i need to get my work done. *Sigh* work has been piling up on me lately, cuz of the induction course. *Gimme a break people!*
I hafto keep myself motivated! chin up! chin up!
well, TGIF today!

now, i learn to cherish my day off~ xx

i'm freakin bored

yes..i'm blogging again,
i'm freakin bored and i really want to shop
1. a stilettos
2. a bag
3. Clothing
4. and be happy.. :)

i really miss my fiance, and he's asleep. and i want to sleep too.. but i'm just too full to sleep. I do not want to get fat. seriously.. i need to exercise.

p/s to my fiance :
Honey i really miss you!! kangen banget sih, kapan kita ketemu lagi? xx

Bad Tuesday

I'm having a course for the rest of the week. But then, my boss insisted me to attend the meeting, which i have told him last week already that i could not attend because of the course.. sigh..
and initially also, he agreed, saying that, the team should not be relying on Me, only Me, cuz otherwise things will be so hard to handle in the future.
I was relieved..for a moment.

Until late Monday afternoon, he insisted me to attend the next day's meeting in which i had to skip the whole Tuesday afternoon because of the freakin meeting.
I was not ready!! ahuh.. i WAS not ready.. i was not prepared at all!! yep!

But you wanna know why i didn't prepare? cuz i decided not to, and why?
because.. he told me that he was preparing for the freakin agenda!!!! and yet in the meeting, he was like asking me for the agenda?!?
he's just sooo forgetful! eurgh!

BUT, i prepared this freakin matrix in which he initially agreed when i showed it to him a week prior to the meeting! and he said it was OK! and in the meeting, to my surprised! he said, sorry, just skip that, otherwise, we'll stuck with the old format!

i was like? what??
Is he always like this? i tried to explain, but he kept on giving others the chance to talk.. and what not..sheesh.. so..i got pissed that i just kept my mouth shut! i just don't get it! i had a bad day, i shouldn't have attended the meeting! *Sigh*

My sister is such a pain in the ass

I can't believe like out of the blue my elder sister was being rude to me, i' m just so pissed. But, i' m gonna have a family dinner tonight and i certainly do not want to ruin it.
the story goes like this,
It was my turn to have a shower when my sister was done, and i found that outside the washroom door was really wet and i supposed she was the one who did it.
and i went like, "sis, why is it so wet?",
and can you guess how she replied?
she simply said "Well, clean it up!"
and i was like so shocked!
i'm just sooo pissed!! Grrrr~~

i really love my Job! ("v")

I have been really busy lately, a big project is in progress just before i joined the organization. I'm the Public Relation Executive, and i really love my job!! haha! I feel so lucky as i know.. most people don't love their jobs. Its just a matter of earning $$. and yes! i am LUCKY! Thank God!

xx

My Dream Pet(S)

I love animals!! Like i have no idea how much i love animals! :)
I only have few cats at home. They are all siamese breed. And one rabbit (Lion Breed) at my fiance's home. I'll put up their pictures sooner or later. :)

However, my dream -(on) pets are Pomeranian puppy, Maltese puppy, chihuahua and Russian Blue Cat.Is it too much? well yes for those puppies as Muslims are not allowed to touch em. So yeah.. dream on~ :)

Chihuahua

Russian Blue *cuddle*

Maltese~ xx

Pomeranian